I can't be what I'm not. - Page 15

01-18-2003, 11:05 PM

Some people are jocks. Some people are preps. Some people are sluts. Some people are popular. Some people are all of the above, or a combination of one or more.

Some people are nerds.

I am a nerd.

Nerds don't go to parties. Those other people do.

I'm not those other people. I don't do what they do.

After covering my basketball games (which put the evening at 7pm) I went to the library and got on the computer until it closed at 8. Then I went to a mexican restaurant and ate dinner. It was then 9 pm. I was led to believe the party was starting at 9:30 or 10 pm. I drove over to her house and parked in a nearby lot. I waited. I felt sick. I went to the university center, and looked in the mirror. I looked like a nerd. I went back to the parking lot, ended up circling the house five times and parking again each time.

The last attempt I actually got out of the car. Guys I was so scared my entire body was screaming for me to get back in the car where it was safe. I got in there and left, and tried not to turn my head to look at that apartment building and the people outside it as I passed it.

Two songs played in the car as I began that trip home. Joe Walsh's "Life's been good to me" and AC/DC's "Hell's Bell's." Those are two of my favorite songs, and they are never played on the radio.

Those were my mp3s, calling me home.

I had a good cry on the way home, but I'm here now, where I belong. With you guys, my geforce 4 and no one else.

To thine own self be true.

**KcMizzou** · 01-19-2003, 02:38 AM

Adam... you think hes legit?

Chiefs Pantalones · 01-19-2003, 02:38 AM

Also, GC, it doesn't matter that you are a big nerd. Who cares? And don't say that you like the star wars crap and would rather do that stuff than go to one of those parties you mention. You can balance it out. You can still like the star wars crap, and have a social life.

I know you got it in you. If you are posing and this isn't real...oh well, we all look stupid, but if you aren't posing, good luck to you.

**KcMizzou** · 01-19-2003, 02:39 AM

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Originally posted by Logical

Oops sorry, but if the guy did 10 whiskey shots in a row and did not pass out you can figure he doesn't weigh 150. 4 shots though would pretty much put a 350 pounder over the legal limit for driving.

You're assuming that he was being honest in that thread.

**wazu** · 01-19-2003, 02:40 AM

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Originally posted by KcMizzou
Adam... you think hes legit?

Yes.

Logical · 01-19-2003, 02:41 AM

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Originally posted by KcMizzou

cool... so wtf is the answer? it's on you baby

I don't know if it is research but if he is not someone suffering from manic depression I am pretty darn sure this is not for real. He gets far too negative about himself and just keeps it up. If it is for real maybe this is a cry for help and he should seek out counseling instead of just lobbing these thing over the net seeminly hoping someone will smash him in the face with their return. I guess he could be a masochist as well. Course look at me and the rest of us we are not poster children for having a life going along with this post after post.

**KcMizzou** · 01-19-2003, 02:45 AM

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Originally posted by Adam KC

Yes.

well... I hope you're right, cause I keep tryin' even though he doesn't seem to listen.

01-19-2003, 02:46 AM

My former brother in law was JUST Like this - that's why I have no problem believing him. I'm not sure why I give a shit, but I think the kid just needs encouragement. I sense a breakthrough happening, but I'm about through wasting all my time typing advice when it's apparent he hasn't followed ANY.

Logical · 01-19-2003, 02:48 AM

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Originally posted by KcMizzou

well... I hope you're right, cause I keep tryin' even though he doesn't seem to listen.

Actually the fact that he keeps saying he cannot try this or could not try that is part of what makes me think Adam is wrong. I do not recall him once saying he would really make an effort to try something someone suggested that might be the slightest bit difficult. He would occasionally say things like I will keep that in mind or I will try to remember that or even that might be a good thought. Never the actual will to take an action that I can recall.

**KcMizzou** · 01-19-2003, 02:50 AM

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Originally posted by Logical

I don't know if it is research but if he is not someone suffering from manic depression I am pretty darn sure this is not for real. He gets far too negative about himself and just keeps it up. If it is for real maybe this is a cry for help and he should seek out counseling instead of just lobbing these thing over the net seeminly hoping someone will smash him in the face with their return. I guess he could be a masochist as well. Course look at me and the rest of us we are not poster children for having a life going along with this post after post.

If he's NOT bullshitting us... then I agree, he needs to see someone about his issues. All I know is... damn near every night... he's got a crisis that calls everyone on the planet to him. I've used the term "attention whore" more than once.... and I think it fits.

If it's bullshit, it's working well. I just don't understand why. I think he's fake... just dunno why he's doin' it.

InvinciBill · 01-19-2003, 02:52 AM

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Originally posted by gochiefs

I highly doubt you are really the actor that played Boba Fett.

if for no other reason, this is why I think he is not a fake. refer to post #67.

01-19-2003, 02:55 AM

He obviously doesn't get the attention he craves at home. He didn't start these antics until recently. He's getting very helpful advice and encouragement. He just needs to go through with some of it.

He's become pretty defensive a time or two - he's not a complete pushover. I dunno. I'm not an incredibly patient man with these types of situations. Eventually I'll wash my hands of him.

He has NO idea how critical it is that he acknowledge his desire to attend to the lady. None. That pisses me off.

I'm through with it today. Catch you guys later.

**KcMizzou** · 01-19-2003, 02:55 AM

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Originally posted by InvinciBill

if for no other reason, this is why I think he is not a fake. refer to post #67.

I assume someone from the planet was ****in' with him. (Phob?).... or maybe you bill? lol

but yes... the fact that he knew the name is.... well.... disturbing

InvinciBill · 01-19-2003, 03:00 AM

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Originally posted by KcMizzou

I assume someone from the planet was ****in' with him. (Phob?).... or maybe you bill? lol

but yes... the fact that he knew the name is.... well.... disturbing

yeeees. someone was trying to get a rise out of him. It wasn't me, though. I wish I were that clever... or knowledgeable about Star Wars.

wait... not the last one.

**KcMizzou** · 01-19-2003, 03:02 AM

Phob... I didn't mean to piss ya off. I'm just tryin' to figure out what makes the guy tick. I've been right there givin' the best advice I could give... right along with everyone else. I have my doubts... but maybe I shoulda kept them quiet. Sorry man.

**AustinChief** · 01-19-2003, 03:07 AM

ok ok ok... I am in Dallas (or close enough)... I haven't read this entire thread... but I have seen ENOUGH... I am BY FAR NOT the coolest or most suave guy in the world... but I think it may be time that I take gochiefs under my wing...

If he is willing to take me up on it.. I will introduce him to TONS of slutty girls in DFW that can help him out... OR if he isn't ready for that... I can at least take him out ON THE TOWN and he can watch me act like a complete idiot... and see how easy it is to play the fool and not CARE...

I personally think it is FEAR that is keeping gochiefs from expanding his horizons... we all have been there... a little alcohol and some EXPERIENCE is all he needs...

so..here is the offer... if gochiefs is willing... I'll try to acclimate him to the shallow, fake breasted, money grubbing nightlife that is DALLAS...

--Kyle

01-19-2003, 02:38 AM	#211
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Chiefs Pantalones GO CHIEFS!!!!!! Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Kansas City Casino cash: $7418717	Also, GC, it doesn't matter that you are a big nerd. Who cares? And don't say that you like the star wars crap and would rather do that stuff than go to one of those parties you mention. You can balance it out. You can still like the star wars crap, and have a social life. I know you got it in you. If you are posing and this isn't real...oh well, we all look stupid, but if you aren't posing, good luck to you. __________________ Don't be fooled by my username, I'm white.
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01-19-2003, 02:46 AM	#217
Phobia Guest Casino cash: $	My former brother in law was JUST Like this - that's why I have no problem believing him. I'm not sure why I give a shit, but I think the kid just needs encouragement. I sense a breakthrough happening, but I'm about through wasting all my time typing advice when it's apparent he hasn't followed ANY.
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01-19-2003, 02:55 AM	#221
Phobia Guest Casino cash: $	He obviously doesn't get the attention he craves at home. He didn't start these antics until recently. He's getting very helpful advice and encouragement. He just needs to go through with some of it. He's become pretty defensive a time or two - he's not a complete pushover. I dunno. I'm not an incredibly patient man with these types of situations. Eventually I'll wash my hands of him. He has NO idea how critical it is that he acknowledge his desire to attend to the lady. None. That pisses me off. I'm through with it today. Catch you guys later.
Posts: n/a

01-19-2003, 03:02 AM	#224
KcMizzou Supporter Join Date: Sep 2002 Location: Parkville MO Casino cash: $10005170	Phob... I didn't mean to piss ya off. I'm just tryin' to figure out what makes the guy tick. I've been right there givin' the best advice I could give... right along with everyone else. I have my doubts... but maybe I shoulda kept them quiet. Sorry man.
Posts: 54,695

01-19-2003, 03:07 AM	#225
AustinChief Administrator Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Austin Casino cash: $925002	ok ok ok... I am in Dallas (or close enough)... I haven't read this entire thread... but I have seen ENOUGH... I am BY FAR NOT the coolest or most suave guy in the world... but I think it may be time that I take gochiefs under my wing... If he is willing to take me up on it.. I will introduce him to TONS of slutty girls in DFW that can help him out... OR if he isn't ready for that... I can at least take him out ON THE TOWN and he can watch me act like a complete idiot... and see how easy it is to play the fool and not CARE... I personally think it is FEAR that is keeping gochiefs from expanding his horizons... we all have been there... a little alcohol and some EXPERIENCE is all he needs... so..here is the offer... if gochiefs is willing... I'll try to acclimate him to the shallow, fake breasted, money grubbing nightlife that is DALLAS... --Kyle
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