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Originally Posted by unnecessary drama
I call it my 3 beer trigger.
I LEGITIMATELY do not want to drink most nights. I hate it. I don't really even like beer that much.
but, I've learned, I have a 3 beer trigger.
I have to gag down 36 ounces of beer...but after that 3rd beer...all of the sudden, no matter how terrible I felt, I start to feel really good.
I can be sick, I can be hungover, anything...
after 3 beers...a triggering occurs. And I'm ready for anything.
I love my 3 beer trigger.
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Yeah. I have a friend who has a two bag trigger. He wakes up and often feels like shit. Then he scores a couple of bindles of heroin. Shoots two bags, then he feels awesome no matter how shitty he felt earlier. He loves his two bag trigger... at least he better since he gets to suck a lot of dick to score those two bags.
Once again, far be it from me to judge you as I drink a lot myself... but damn dude. There also comes a point, regardless of how much fun it is and how much you feel you can quit whenever, that your body will physically need the alcohol (it sounds like you're actually already there). Then quitting isn't a game, and it won't be easy.