If it makes you feel any better, Claythan, I screwed up with the girl I was going after.
I have bipolar, and have been totally manic lately. Well yesterday, I ended up calling her a bitch cause she wasn't wearing the Mardi Gras beads I got her. I meant it playfully, but when I get like that I go too far. I also at one point the other night in my manic phase told everyone at a party I was Jesus Christ. Needless to say, that group of people will not be inviting me back.
Then halfway through today I totally crashed, and ended up really upsetting her cause I guess I flipped out on her (I don't remember what I did). I finally had to tell her why I was acting the way I was, but needless to say any mojo I may have had going has been DESTROYED.
Oh well... Just think, Claythan, it can always be worse.
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