clayton you still have a zillion more days to do this over again. Find your favorite pump read the advice on here, but add on your schtick. You should just run with who you are. Talk about the editing you do, talk about your passion for football and writing, try googling "starving people" or "People with flys on their faces" it's not that bad. Put on some jams and get out of the poor me stuff. This isn't going to help you as long as you are being a wussy.
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