[InChiefsHeaven]

As has been mentioned, regardless of the good, bad or ugly in my life, to change any of it would absolutely mean I am not who I am today. Like most people, I have real regrets in life, real pains inflicted by me on others, and also on me by others. It hurts sometimes to revisit these moments in my head, and even in cases where I have been injured but forgave the person, it still hurts. Maybe it's supposed to. It reminds us all that our sins are never personal, and our actions have consequences that are way beyond ourselves.

In any case, I love my life that I have now. I have regrets, but I take solace in the knowledge that those pains were part of a past which has brought me to this present...and this has been a great life so far.