If you keep focused on this this perspective you wrote in your blog, it will all work out positively.
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This brings me to my final debate: What is living? What makes a life worthwhile? What brings someone happiness? I thought I used to know the answers to these questions when in fact I do not. I know there are things I want to do before my time is up but I found that being more of a to do list before I die than living life itself. Then it occurred to me: living is a perspective.
I can choose to approach each task, no matter how arduous or mundane, as a box I must check before I move on and go on not dying or I can choose to appreciate the beauty of each task and live. I know this might sound a bit crazy, but hear me out on this. For example, I can choose to approach mowing the grass as a chore that just must be done or get fined from the city or I can choose to enjoy the fact that I am blessed enough to be outside taking care of my land, enjoying some exercise and being a part of nature. I can choose to grumble through washing dishes or I can choose to be blessed with the knowledge that in a world full of starving people, I have food in my belly and those pesky dishes must be washed to prepare myself for my next meal.