Ed, reading this, I had a few tears run down my cheeks. I don't think you can possibly understand how many lives you've positively influenced. Sometimes I'm a grumpy bastard by nature but have been working to better myself, primarily based on your inspiring posts.
If I am ever in a similar situation, I have vowed to handle it with the same dignity, grace, and positivity you've demonstrated. Although, I'm not certain I possess the same deep-down courage you have. You have touched many lives, Sir. Even though we never actually met, I love you, brother.
Everyone is telling you to keep fighting and that's probably exactly what you'll do. However, if you're worn out, it is okay to just sit back, relax and enjoy as much as you can. Handle the next few weeks however the hell you feel like handling them. **** cancer, my friend. You'll be remembered.
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