jfc i need to bitch about life for a sec like i always do

My ****ing wife called my ****ing p.o. on me. My wife. Who's supposed to care and support me is trying to screw me.

I shouldn't but.....


ROFL

Uh Yeah, That's pretty ****ed up dude.

This.

Ouch. :shake:

And it's because I won't do drugs. Isn't that ****ed up? These mother****ers are trying to control me make me think different, and I keep telling them it's making things worst.

Yesterday, I didn't take any of my pills and I felt great all day. I was happy, I made things happen at work, and I wasn't a tad lazy. Super efficient day. So I tell my wife that I didn't take them that morning and I did great, and she slips the **** out and calls my po who sent cops to my house to make me do drugs I don't need to be doing.

Now today I'm sitting here hopped up on everything from anti-depressants to klonipin. I feel like crap, I have headaches and I'm whining on the internet. **** this shit.

And I can't drink.

Sorry I laughed I didn't realize how ****ed up that was. Talk to your doctor about how much better you do without the drugs and maybe get off them?

I have then he gives me stronger shit. They're really ****ing with me. Some nights I'm so drifted I can't even post on here.

And like she's my ****ing mom or something, she has the nerve to have me tae the niht shit in front of her. And I'm so lost cant really work up anything to say in my defence so i type it on here but this isnt going to help but it does feel better

Jesus Christ stupid doctors

i hate them .Maybe if they talked to me about what causes episodes itd be not so bad but instead they ask everyone else what my symptoms are then throw bottles at me and tell my po to enforce it. And angie buys into all of it. She saw how good a day i ha yesterday, she was there man why?

Words escape me brother. I feel for you, I really do. I also feel for your wife being concerned you didn't take your meds. This is medicine people who are paid to know more about us than anyone, has prescribed for you. For a reason.

This isn't an easy fix. You got to talk to you doctor, you PO, or get a new doctor if possible. If you go off the meds, it has to be more of "scheduled" event to not take the meds and not just your decision. I would love nothing more than to know you are a happy, healthy, totally drug free person, but you've painted yourself into this corner, and it doesn't fix itself overnight, or at least there are very few case studies in your corner....

I also understand the thought that all the "professionals" don't always know everything either. However, a good day off the meds you are supposed to take, does not equal you not needing them. You need to swallow a pill of reality on that one bro. If you stop taking the meds you could have a few good days and then a really bad day, and that bad day could cost you more than you realize now.

small steps, one step at a time, one day at a time. Keep making the growths. And don't blame you wife, she's thinking about more than just the good day you had. She's worried about the bad day you could have relapsing without the medicine you've been prescribed.

Is Kurt pulling your chain?

So...I let my teenagers have friends spend the night. They are playing Halo and listening to the ten hour version of Trololo on Youtube. Should I be worried?

Sorry Joey.

I'm going through some shit at the moment. My friend just got back from Afghanistan and we went to the game tonight. The fireworks set him off and he had a run in with the cops. He's totally PTSD right now and I don't know how to calm him down. It's 1:30 am and he keeps going outside and I cant have people walking around outside my condo.

I don't know what to do.

Get a 2nd opinion from a different doctor.

Please listen to this advice.

Had a run in with the cops? Did you have to bail him out?

My computer broke. Somebody let me know if they have a spare desktop laying around they don't use, I'd like to buy a cheap backup till I can buy a new one.

Bump

Is this why you haven't been on?

**** man I miss you.

let the post whoring commence

Have two I'm not using, near St. Louis sometime? I'll gladly hook you up, all it costs is letting my buy you a beer or a burger and meet you in person.

Nice bump

I know, right?

I forgot I don't have to multi-reply on this thread, no one cares here!

I can post as much as I want!

Stop bro i'm trying to catch you

That all men, created equal to their bandwidth, can have the freedom to express themselves in any manner they wish, even Goatboy and his gay photos....

NEVER, you can take my life but you will never take my post count! in this thread anyway....

you're ahead by a lot

it takes ****ing forever to post in this thread

but i'm gonna keep doing it

i'm at least passing luv tonight

and thats fo sho

belee dat

home boy

Who wants some Starbucks?

I gotta go to work in 4 hours, I'll take a couple doubles....

and in 4 hours I'll get some coffee....

Northwest Coffee.

**** year bro

So I listened to this on Youtube after Tebow sang it when he was on NFLN:
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Rich Mullens or some shit....

Something like that.

I'll take mine black, no sugar, no cream.

What happened to BmoreBills?

the exact opposite to how you like your dick?

Heath Bell is no longer a San Diego Padre.

I got about 50 seconds in before I had to turn it off

or was it exactly the way you like your pussy?

I'm Jewish and listened to the whole thing.

Do it.

OH REALLY?

Thanks for that informative update. I HADN'T HEARD.

WHATS THAT? BREAKING NEWS IS COMING ACROSS THE WIRE.

IT APPEARS THAT ALBERT PUJOLS IS BEING COURTED BY THE MARLINS!

I've got jewish ancestry in my lineage, also German. Not only that but I've got American Indian along with French Canadian, English and Scottish. It's quite the eternal struggle. All I know is I'm either baking up some sort of cesspool or the greatest partying killing machine that the world's ever seen!




Ah, who am I kidding. It's a cesspool that puts all other cesspools to shame.

Yes
Yes

LMAO

:clap:

:hmmm:

:eek:

FYP

Lumpy, I say this will full respect.

Tits or GTFO.

I laughed...

but seriously....

Let's see them floppy thangs

Really,
Can we see them?
I love boobies.

ROFL

I bet they're nothing in the realm of "floppy"
and all in the realm of "spectacular"

T is for the way you Talk to me
I is for the way I want to see
T is very very, Take your top of Lumpy
S is Show me them tittays!

I just watched "Everything Must Go" Hell of a movie... Will Ferrell being all serious. Made me think about my drinking.

But it's 30 minutes later, and I'm over it.

Did you forget about "Survivor Planet"?

My wife is clean, beautiful and has a great rack. Can we get a swap going? I'll totally be a swinger for a day. I know I'm small (down there) but at least I'm fast! I promise to be the fastest 30 seconds of monkey love you have ever had!

I quit drinking over a month ago now.

You wouldn't believe how much money I have saved up.

I love it....

Lumpy please listen.

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No, d'uh. If I didn't like it I wouldn't be selling my soul to the devil right now as we speak....

I just want to smell your boob sweat.

Oh, WOW... look at the time! I need to :bolt:

To be honest, there wasn't any nip in that pic.

I can't get hard unless I see at least nip.

That's what I need... I didn't drink and went to bed early last night. Felt fantastic this morning. Better than I have in a long time.

I drank one time in the past month, that next morning was so shitty.

The biggest plus for me is the money I've saved. I don't really wake up feeling refreshed or anything.

I ate at Jack in the Box today. It was the only thing I ate all day, and now I'm hungry, but it made my stomach feel like shit and I don't want to eat anything.

Drinking is well worth every penny I spend on it.

Did you ever find a freaking job Buck?

I didn't stop drinking for any particular reason. Actually it was because I got obsessed with a video game and stopped caring about drinking.

I have realized thought that a lot of the bad shit that was happening to me the last few months was because of my drinking. I was getting housed every ****ing night. I'm not talking one or two beers here.

Nope :(

I've been applying to places.

Some places don't even write back.

At least some send denial letters in the mail.

I'm getting pretty desperate.

Goddamnit, just got another emergency call. This ****ing sucks.