Chiefs trade for a QB. In classic GoChiefs fashion, he tries to hard to get the attention back on him.

All else being equal, would you rather lose your virginity to a 30-year old white chick or a 32-year old mexican chick? I guess the mexican has bigger boobs.

Sex is horribly overrated. If it weren't for the biological compulsion to fornicate, I could go my whole life and NEVER have sex again.

Just have sex with one and roll with it.

If it makes you feel any better, Claythan, I screwed up with the girl I was going after.

I have bipolar, and have been totally manic lately. Well yesterday, I ended up calling her a bitch cause she wasn't wearing the Mardi Gras beads I got her. I meant it playfully, but when I get like that I go too far. I also at one point the other night in my manic phase told everyone at a party I was Jesus Christ. Needless to say, that group of people will not be inviting me back.

Then halfway through today I totally crashed, and ended up really upsetting her cause I guess I flipped out on her (I don't remember what I did). I finally had to tell her why I was acting the way I was, but needless to say any mojo I may have had going has been DESTROYED.

Oh well... Just think, Claythan, it can always be worse.

There's always badgirl.

See, that's how I talk to people when I'm all manic. And then you have times like now where I just feel like crawling into a hole.

I'm sure she's really nice and all, but I'm thinking right now it'd be best for her and anyone else to stay away from me. As a matter of fact, that's what I'm going to tell the girl at work. I'm just going to say, "I don't think its a good idea for you to hang around me cause I'm unstable and just end up hurting those close to me."

But then, in a month or so, I'll be back on here telling everyone I'm the reincarnation of Elvis himself. I might even try and tell you I'm the messiah, if its bad enough.

What's your medicine regimen like?

See, that's the problem. I'm on meds for depression, but not bipolar. So it just seems to me the lows more manageable, but I still walk around SERIOUSLY thinking I'm some sort of perfect being some times. I honestly feel like I'm better than others, and that everyone else is a loser, and I don't wanna be like that... that's horrible!

I'm going to go to a new doctor, tell him, "Look, I'm no physician, but I know a bit about myself and psychology, and I SERIOUSLY think I need to be treated for bipolar as opposed to straight depression."

Its weird, though. Cause I don't care when I'm manic. Its afterward when I realize what I've done.

Most of the time people will like you better when you're manic. I've studied it pretty extensively, before jumping on lithium carbonite take a good look at Abilify. Lithium is a crazy drug and should be used as a last resort.

Definitely go see a doctor though. I could probably guess some traits in your life that leaves you pretty unhappy. With the right mix of medicine, you'll be much happier. Just understand that it may take a few tries to get it right. Don't give up.

That sounds familiar. I do things even when I tell myself it's not a good idea. A little while later, I know I'm going to regret it. I think mine is more in the line of acting in a manner that gets the type of reaction that I expect to get, instead of waiting to see how the person really feels. A defense mechanism of sorts that continually bites me in the ass. It's like I don't expect people to like me, so I give them reasons not to. Like I'm sabotaging myself.

Thanks. Lets get back to getting Claythan laid. :-)

With me, I'm like, "fuck THEM, I can do whatever I want!" And a lot of times I can't remember what I'm telling people. Its only after days or weeks that I realize how I've been acting.

Like I told this girl's friend she'd look better with breast implants. That's a HORRIBLE thing to say to someone, yet she hates me now, and for good reason. The funny part is I really like her, and kinda have a crush on her.

Wow. You just can not keep other girl's names out of your mouth.

Are you going to post that on your dating site?
I bet it would totally garner the affection of some sad eager dork looking to change your perception.

Not me. I'd run from a guy that sounded so angry. But you weren't talking to me.

And pick the Mexican. She won't be as lazy in bed.

I'd like to see HER in her mouth.

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Fixed your post... sorry luv!

I told the girl I was talking to why I was so weird. I told her it would be best with how I am if we didn't really hang out or anything, cause I'll end up flipping out and calling her a c*nt or something. I already called her a bitch, and I don't even remember doing it (I get manic like that).

So, who knows. I'm wanting to go partying with some friends, maybe I can get lucky and kiss some girl at a bar. That would make me feel better. :-)

And if you're wondering why I'm spilling my guts to a buncha football fans, its because it feels good to tell a group of strangers, and plus I'm sure some of you find this entertaining in a fucked up, soap-opera sort of way :-)