We left the Denny's and I was prepared to kiss her goodbye as we entered each of our own cars and drove home, but as I was kissing her she whispered to me, "I want to **** you."

I was surprised, but willing. We couldn't go to my house because I lived with my mom and we couldn't go to her house either, so she asked me if I knew a secluded place nearby.

The only place I could think of was a road where there were no houses on either side but there was a college up the hill. We got in her Jeep Grand Cherokee and drove over there. Circled is where we parked.

We parked the truck and put down the back seat and got in the back of the Jeep.

I had no idea what I was doing. I was 18, she was 19 and about 1000% more experienced than me.

wow

I fumbled putting on the condom and laid there like a dead fish the whole time.

At some point she got tired of it and pulled off my condom and she like physically punished me until I started getting into it.

She finally came, I didn't, but I didn't care....I was no longer a virgin!

Then she drove me back to my car at the Denny's and I drove home. I'm pretty sure I jerked off that night.

Wait.. is it losing your virginity if you don't bust?

We had sex in the back of that Jeep probably 20 times before I decided I didn't care and started taking her home to my house.

I think so.

**** buddies R the BEST

This was the only girl that ever told me "I love you."

She always said that she felt like one day we would be married. One day she called me after not talking to her for a few months (this is like 6 years ago) and I was going to meet up with her again. When she called me to meet up, I felt like she just wanted to hang out because I had money so I cussed her out and never heard from her again. I should have just hung out once to have seen what was up and I could have at least got some poon.